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i'm sad right now.
can't find a reason for my sudden strong saddness attack.
=(
maybe its because i'm lik so BORED.
my eyelids are so heavy, honestly, the told me tt its so heavy tt they wanna let the lids just fall.
but i'm not tired. the weird thing is, i can't sleep at all.
=x
WHAT A LOSER !!
quit clubbing?
or pretend to live happily without clubbing and suffer inside?

went zouk last night and had hell loads of fun !
earn alot of money too =D
but maybe its gonna be my last clubbing day.
i've to make sacrifices.
my life can't be so perfect.

i've got to quit clubbing.
goodnight, while i find a way to make my mind go to slp.
have fun at fort canning tonight evan,xuan,dexter and friends. =DD
i'll upload some pics i took at zouk.
soon~
oh ya !
one more thing i almost forgot.
I WANNA SLAP YAYA !
FUCKER.

i used to think how perfect my life was,
with a understanding and caring boyfriend,
my loving family,
my freedom that i want,
my crazy besties,
the life that i want.
i can do things that i enjoy so much of !
clubbing, having fun, hanging around with my besties, coming back to a family full of warmth and support, and last but not least and most importantly, my caring and understanding boyfriend, who wants to see me happy and lets me do the things tt i like, made alot of sacrifices for me, and at the end of the day, makes me the most happiest person alive !
all these factors add up to the perfect life that i want !

at that period of time, i really felt happy !
for once in my life, i thought i was the happiest person on the earth.
happy but not longlasting.