Many things happened that i refuse to think or talk about.
It ruined my trust for them.
Sorry to say that but i really can't trust you anymore.
I felt so stupid for trusting you all totally and in the end,
betray my trust.
I trusted you all so much.
And i just couldn't understand,
I keep complaining to you, i keep believing you guys.
Everytime i ask and talk about it,
Pretend to listen and act like you care,
Yet, behind my back some other ppl can continue to talk bad about me,
or put up an act infront of me.
Betray my trust for you, yet you can still continue to pretend infront of me.
Act as if nothing happened and you're innocent.
If you feel guilty then let me tell you,
There is nothing you can do to make me trust you anymore.
Now i truely understand what true friends are for.
And Thanks for letting me understand who is really true to me,
Who really cares about me,
And are sincere about mending the bond.
I thought i understood you, after knowing you for about 1 year.
But now i know i don't know you at all.
Why did things turn out like that?
I kept asking myself is it my fault or did you really change.
All these things don't really matter now that things have already turn out so sour.
Think of it this way, it might be easier for both of us,
Or for all of us.
I'm super disappointed,
Your lies have been exposed.
Yeah i don't really care what's gonna happen anymore.
I will learn to accept it.
I won't hold you back like what you always say.
And i'm glad i saw what you really are.
I hate you.

As for Weenah, i'm sorry for misunderstanding you.
I still love you my dear girl.
And of course i still trust you.
You still have my back okays?
You know that i'll always be there for you no matter what.

So if you have any problems please don't hide it from me anymore.

I'll help you no matter what.
And i'm sorry i let you get hurt by him.
I wished i could do something to ease your pain.
I would do anything to turn back the time for you.
:(

My dearest Evan,
Thanks for always being there for me.
Althought this matter didn't really concern you much.
But you still stood by me all the while.
You're the person i trust most and
I know i can always rely on you when i need a shoulder or listening ear.
I LOVE YOU :)

I'm sorry to misunderstand you too Cat.
After all thats happen i know its hard for everyone.
Althought we don't know each other long,
And i don't really know you well yet.
But i can see that you need his shoulder.
So go on and get your happiness.
I won't stop you or get mad.
I will never be affected by him anymore.
Thanks for letting me know the truth about everything.

XUAN XUAN !
Althought recently we didn't have much time for each other.
And i admit i did miss you.
:)
We're real life sisters, and i know you'll always be there to help me too.
Thats why this time yoo really chiong down even though it was like 1am.
You were always the one who helped me to find out what was going on.
Or else i wouldn't have had the courage to face all these problems alone.
thanks for being there and for being my sister.
Althought we do quarrel alot.
But in the end, you're still true to me.
And i know you will never let anything hurt me.
LOVE YA SISTER !

Last but not least,
Baby :)
Althought its was like 4am in the morning.
You still picked up my call and listen to my torturing rants.
I knew deep inside your heart you were unhappy,
I know you're sad cos i was so deeply affected.
Or abit jealous, but you still listened and comfort me.
I'm glad you were there for me.
Ytd, you suddenly msged me.
I was so touched to see that msg, you knew i was really down.
And wanted to cheer me up.
I'm so happy that i have you.
But wounds take time to heal,
Will you be there to hold me when i fall?