Its already 4:09am in the morning
& I'm still awake.
I'm waiting for Hongjoo's call.
He promised to call once he reach home,
which means to say he's still outside.
We're having a tiff.

Well, I don't know.
It might seem to be a small matter.
I just wanna say,
I'm pissed because I wanted to meet you so badly althought I didn't say so.
I missed you, but what about you?
I didn't think it was alright not to meet each other for 1 week.
After all we've only 1 day a week to spend time together.
I was hoping you'd save some time for me.
But it wasn't the case so I got mad.
I flared up & was showing an unacceptable behaviour.
I mean which GF doesn't want to see their locked up for 5 days a week by the NS BF?
Mis-communication is the word i'd say right now.
& Mayb we're both not very understanding here.
But I bet if this happened on anyone of my girls,
They'd do the same. sighs.

But anyway,
Baby, I'm sorry I threw my trantums at you.
(well, you didn't speak very nicely to me either)
But i also hope you understand why I felt that way.
I don't moodswing & I don't flare up for no reason.
There's always a reason behind it.
I'm not a unreasonable girlfriend, I've been very understand most of the time.
So I'm stopping this nonsense now.

I guess I won't be getting any sleep tonight.
Damn, I haven't prepared anything for CNY yet.
Its just 1 week away.
Spells S.H.I.T

Goodnights.
& I really wished I have a horseshoe now to make everything right.