yeah man !
zouk was fun !
althought didn't party much and the dj like so sucks.
and alot of sick ppl inside.
disgusting sickening MEN !

the fun part was evan n wei high!
then keep disturbing gerald n quan !
DAMN FUNNY LA !
went prata house after zouk,
evan went to meet him and we went home =)

met up with my dearest cousins on sunday.
been a long time since the whole family gather.
happy happy !
watch some funny videos and chit chat,
GIRLY MAN MAN MAN MAN MAN MAN !!
after tt went to 2nd aunt hs to mahjong!
hahas. damn funny too.
dad kept trying to make dexter laugh.
me and xuan totally went high !
went to ten mile for huge dinner
then met up with quan, meiling and SISTER LULU !
hahas ! went joochiat.
quan's head was planning to bring some of us go dragonfly party.
but recieved evan's call, so gave up the party and went to hospital.
at hospital damn high la !
evan trying to wake a sleeping guy up !
pei her till around 4+ then went toa payoh eat breakfast.
went home. zzZzZZZzZz
wish evans mum get well soon ! =))

lastly, was asked to do this by my dearest sweetie siuyi =)

List 10 Facts about yourself:

1. Night Owl

2. Emo Freak

3. Dependent

4. Loud

5. High & Crazy at times

6. Love to ZiLian !

7. Romantic !

8. Loves to Sing =)

9. Not a very good person.

10. LOVE them all ! (Evan, Xuan, Weenah, Siuyi, 13 ONE!!)

suddely overwhelmed by EMO.
that word EMO.
hais.

yeah,
i ain't a perfect girl.
if i have a chance to go batam,
i hope i can stay there awhile longer.
yep, i'm hiding from reality.
i wish to go zouk soon.
drown myself in liquor and loud music.
be crazy on the dance floor.
at least let me be alone for awhile.
wo de xing qing hao luan.
with my best listening ear gone, i guess i'll have to depend on myself.
but yoo always say, "if yoo wanna cry, cry on my shoulder"
and force me to smile.
THANKS !

after reading evan's blog,
just wanna let her know,
look at all those tags at yoor tag board.
yoo're not outcast !
see all those concerned tagging yoo have !
see all those who love yoo so much?
well, i guess i'm the only person who keeps saying batam n club?
they are all right.
i shld stop telling yoo all these.
study well girl.

as for me?
i'll be the hopeless girl.
the bad influence,
the outcast,
the emo freak,
the forgotten one.
as usual.
i'll get used to it yeah.

i don't need hugs,
i dont need kisses,
i don't need a shoulder,
neither do i need any pity from anyone.
im strong, even if i'm not,
i wanan learn it all by myself.
yuewei, yoo'll be a strong girl alright?
loneliness is nothing to me.
i'll see happy faces everywhere.
then i'll be happy too.
i will ?
someone used to say. . . . . . . . . .
i shld erase those memories.

i'll make this a very shost post then.
not very in the mood to blog.
EMO freak.

recently i've been thinking about alot of things.
sorry 13"1, been neglecting yoo guys.
lets get together after exams ok?
and vennon ! when's our study day?

boy, its time to let go isn't it?
im not the girl yoo wanted.
hais, isly
sads but true.

thanks to evan baby girl for being there
to talk some sense into me.
ya, he is my guardian angel.
im aware of his presence.
but some things i still hold onto.
hais.......
and evan, its time to let go of the past !
somethings are worthy of yoor trust and i believe he is a person yoo can rely on.
no matter what, must remember that all yoor girls just wan the best for yoo !
don't need to worry for me. =)
as long as yoo, xuan and weenah are happy and xingfu,
i'll be just as happy and xingfu too !
I LOVE YOO GIRLS !

MOWX: yoo know many ppl are looking for yoo?
where are yoo?
we are trying our best to help yoo le.
please come out n talk n explain everything.
TRUST US CAN?
we wont allow anything to happen to yoo de =DD
and that lydia,
i wont let her off de.
we said before, anyone who bullies yoo all is as good as bullying us.
YES, yoor backup is BIG, bigger than hers !

thanks to weiquan,
always there for me when im down.
always the one bringing me n my friends to enjoy.
and always protecting us.
no matter good or bad, yoo're always there to help us.
but dont anyhow spend yoor money ok?
like yoo said, yoo're not a loaded freak, yoo're a average kid,
so must learn to spend yoor money wisely =)

lets study soon again ok weenah darling?
and after our o lvls lets hang out together too !
hopefully, lets have another ladies night out !
=)
loads of misses.
i love ya weenah.
sorry for the past,
but we only wan the best for yoo.
xi wang ni hui xing fu !

regrets will only make yoo hate yoor own life more.
hais.
good luck to all those taking o lvl this year !
time to pull up our socks and start studying.

long time never update le.
hahas.
i'll update ok crosses?
hahas.

been abit busy recently.
mixed emotions.
went krunk2, was quite fun.
jolene n ming shuang's dancing rocks la !
love to club with jolene, her dancing so HOT la.
TEACH ME PLS ?
organisers came in their "OH-SO-AMAZING" cars.
=DD
exspecially marcus' lexus !
hahas.
settled some problem at krunk.
jason n suhandy got into a small fight.
jason was flaring up at suhandy, pushing his head n shoving him around. (tt part was so funny)
then suhandy just started to throw punches at jason.
jason threw punches back n suhandy CRIED~
evan & me got into a quarrel with some slut named jill.
from YE, she is so arrogant la. t(",t)
xuan came over to help and pushed her around too.
she was so guai lan can. walking like ahlian, still dare to say us ahlian.
she told us to call all our back up come down.
HA HA HA.
if our back up come down she sure pee on her pants.
evan + me + xuan, our backup is bigger than her stupid YE lurs.
thanks to sheryl for being reasonable.
after tt Wen drove me n evan back to DJ's hs.
was sleeping all the way on the car and at Dj's house till we left for home.
=X

Friday 10th Aug.
Went joo chiat with quan and friends.
see his gang ppl.
they all seem very friendly and nice.
looking at them is like a bunch of very good brothers who seldom see each other gather.
so funny and the feeling is like so wen xing.
after tt went zouk meet up with xuan n evan n gerald.
the difference between a underage party n a normal party is this:
guys are more well mannered and nice.
they dont anyhow grind girls, instead girls are being treated drinks.
and they dont have any bad intentions. just purely wanna make friends n hang out together.
girls are treated like treasures and not some dancing tool.
after tt went BQ,
drunk ~
hahas, made jiahe drunk too !
went to meet boy n went home.

gtg AMK hub now.
dad pestering us to get ready.
will update soon !