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i'm sad right now.
can't find a reason for my sudden strong saddness attack.
=(
maybe its because i'm lik so BORED.
my eyelids are so heavy, honestly, the told me tt its so heavy tt they wanna let the lids just fall.
but i'm not tired. the weird thing is, i can't sleep at all.
=x
WHAT A LOSER !!
quit clubbing?
or pretend to live happily without clubbing and suffer inside?

went zouk last night and had hell loads of fun !
earn alot of money too =D
but maybe its gonna be my last clubbing day.
i've to make sacrifices.
my life can't be so perfect.

i've got to quit clubbing.
goodnight, while i find a way to make my mind go to slp.
have fun at fort canning tonight evan,xuan,dexter and friends. =DD
i'll upload some pics i took at zouk.
soon~
oh ya !
one more thing i almost forgot.
I WANNA SLAP YAYA !
FUCKER.

i used to think how perfect my life was,
with a understanding and caring boyfriend,
my loving family,
my freedom that i want,
my crazy besties,
the life that i want.
i can do things that i enjoy so much of !
clubbing, having fun, hanging around with my besties, coming back to a family full of warmth and support, and last but not least and most importantly, my caring and understanding boyfriend, who wants to see me happy and lets me do the things tt i like, made alot of sacrifices for me, and at the end of the day, makes me the most happiest person alive !
all these factors add up to the perfect life that i want !

at that period of time, i really felt happy !
for once in my life, i thought i was the happiest person on the earth.
happy but not longlasting.

MANY THANKS TO VENNON, MARCUS, ERIC, JEREMY
for being there when im down,
for cheering me up,
for skipping lessons to pei me,
for listening to my long long story at msn.
THANKS !

i wanna meet EVAN !
i miss her loads.
i got many things to tell her.
but her hp kena confiscated le.
ANYONE GOT EXTRA HP CAN LEND HER?

hopefully tonight can go cave.
hais, SADDED !
got problems that only my besties know,
evan n xuan n weenah dosen't know yet,
cos i dunno how to let xuan n weenah know and cant contact evan.
will let them know tonight.
<33

im damn hungry now.
waiting for my mac to come.
=DD

i'm sorry boy,
i didn;t mean to say those nasty words to yoo.
i was really angry at that point of time.
i don't want things to turn out like that.
but i duno whats going on with us.
but i still love yoo =)

sry,
haven't been updating for awhile.
been so bored at home almost everyday tt i have nth intresting to blog about !

ytd was chatting with evan on the phone.
talking bout pavilion and some girl stuff.
xuan n evan likes to day dream alot.
=X

was browsing webbys and found out tt pavilion isnt a club !
its a HALL AND ITS BIGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!
pls everyone.
pavilion is gonna be a great party.
its not at any small club or what?
its not gonna have horrible management lik DXO
and this party is gonna be like the countdown parties last year !
totally big n fun and HAPPENING EVENT !!!
dun hesitate no more !

GET TICKETS FRM ME NOW !
PRESALE IS $20
but im selling at $18
price can be nego.
HURRY !

I DETEST RIANY DAYS !
thanks alot huh.
yoo've successfully ruin my day.
=.=
i damn hate rain.
no more dating day for me
wtf.

whatever,
since i've already prepared myself for tt day.
i'm just gonna take some pics of myself.
sad day isn't it.
HAIS.

tomoro is friday,
and i've yet to make any plans.
I DUN WANNA SATY HOME ON A FRIDAY !
DEAR FRIENDS.
pls ask me out =)
i've left my fridays to my frens.
other days for my boy n family =D
tuesdays for my tuition !

im sucha good girl XD

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY !
ytd went Din Tai Fung to eat.
brought my grandma there to eat.
got a big mother's day cake for her n mum =DD
went town shop awhile.
looking for xuan's company D&D dress.
she is damn ma fan lurs.
LOL.

went UK funfair with boy !!! XD
and jason, jason's sister and alex.
i was like sooooooooo excited !
he finally gave in to my endless nagging,
and played one thrilling ride with me ! TOP GUN
but it seems lik i was the one who freaked out first.
=X
after tt ride.
both of us felt dizzy and could'n take another ride anymore.
the rest went for one last ride.
which i got a strong feeling that me n boy WILL puke if we took tt ride.
so we decided to skip it and watch them play. =)
looking around UK funfair,
almost all the rides, or shld i say MOST of the rides are gonna make me dizzy.
either spinning around or turning 360degrees or swinging around.
by one look i can see what each ride can do to me. =X
bought many junk food home.
boy sent me home, updated him on my recent outings and pics while on train.
i went home snoring then he went to look for he friends.

12 MAY 2oo7
DXO !
sucks lik hell.
head bouncer(RAJ) is horrible.
hahas.
but the rest of the bouncers were damn nice !
thanks to all the ahbangs ! and sorry for the trouble!
aiya.
long story la. lazy to type out.
summarise.
-layyen's fren (alex)
-banned frm DXO by head bouncer(RAJ)
-reason: tattoo on his arm/guai lan with organiser
-we talked to other bouncer. feeling unfair
-RAJ buay song.
-came out and told us if we not happy call police.
-xuan said "can dun talk to us, we talking to him"
-RAJ GUAI LAN to us. then ask our ahbang to go.
-keep shouting wanna call police come/ he in charge
-alex's fren said "tattoo is BODY ART"
-i said " call police some lurs. which police will say got tattoo cannot go club, which law in singapore say got tattoo cannot go club.
-xuan said "dun tink yoo head bouncer can bully us"
-then RAJ walk away saying he wan call police.
after tt
the tattoo guy n his frens went off le.
we oso nvr say anything le.
around 30mins ltr.
me n evan talking to organiser.
then the stupid RAJ,
he pull nick to one side talk to him.
then nick came back saying tt RAJ wan me n xuan to say sorry to him, or else he will ban us.
lik what for. =.=
we refused.
but still got in cos the rest of the bouncers helped us get in
LOL !
went in for less than half hour then went boat quay find eric n vennon.
vennon drunk =(
sent him and eric ome with fabian.
then chat chat awhile at vennon hs with marcus n vennon.
then went off.

overall DXO SUCKS.
and the HEAD BOUNCER LIKES TO PICK ON PPL !

im like sooooooooooooo despo to go to UK funfair.
who is willing to pei me gooooooo??
HJ says he will feel sick after getting on those dizzy rides,
therefore he rejected playing those crazy rides with me.
instead, he offered to bring me along and let me play while he stand watch.
=.=
defeats the purpose of me asking him to join me.
cos its lik very very long time,
then we can see one of these amazing funfairs in woodlands.
just leave those commonly seen at normal pasa malam-kiddy rides out ok?
=X
hopefully he can pei me get on some thrilling rides !

went boat quay ytd.
our GIRLS NIGHT OUT !
initially, everything was fine.
we went cave, then dream bar.
was playing pool with dearest evan !
won one round lost 2 rounds.
my shoe broke, lost 2 rounds of pool and fell off my chair.
ALL THANKS TO DCJW.
zzzzzz
its lik damn suay la
he came dream bar to find "us"
cos he said he wanna sing song.
once he reached, all those damn suay things happened to me.
its lik 8 zhi bu he.
you mei you ~

hais.
dun say le la.
tonight DXO.
got no mood to play.
just going cos dun wan ps evan and xuan.
weenah not going.


i missh him =(
called him last night, but he didnt ans.
think he was aslp.
but he called back soon afterwards.
chatted awhile.
then went back to slp.
i love yoo.

GONE.

i love yoo.

Take this test to see how well yoo know bout me =D
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/347374


Create your own Friend Test here

took a test i got frm ken's blog =)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
try it.
i find it very real.
its a good test.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. (strongly agree with this)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. ( hais )

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. ( YES )

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
( sounds familiar)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. ( really? )

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. ( really )

cute vennon !

marcus n me

fabian n me !

vennon, goodboy, marcus and me at the other island ! WE SWAM ACROSS !

lik a emo kid =(

5th may SAT
went sentosa with goodboy, law, yaya, weenah, xuan, marcus, vennon, fabian AND ME !
got some shocking news in the morning.
TIME ALONE.
yeah.
cried and thought bout it.
frens there for me.
THANKS.
not much mood to blog today.
somethings just not convient to say.
i wanna meet my besties soon!
got many things wanna to talk to evan !

BORING ~

today spend almost the whole day at home.
took some pictures.
slept more.
then watched tv and went mugging with besties again.
new member to the gang !
ADAM =DD
we are "vivo slackers" the "13 yao"
those who got play mahjong then will understand la.
LOL


20 TICKETS TO CLEAR FOR 2TH JUNE.
evan gimme de =(
THOSE INTRESTED CAN GET TICKETS FRM ME !
PRICE NEGOCIATABLE.