Yuewei's Blog :D

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Post deleted to avoid misunderstandings an conflicts again,
Sick and tired of all these hypocrites.
ZZZzz.

Have a safe trip ahbang ahdeh.
Must remember to buy present for leaving me to suffer alone :(
LOLS.

Lyrics to my blog's song.
I LOVE THIS SONG


歌曲名称: 我不想忘记你
歌手姓名: 郭静
我在向前走 却像在退后
我在用想念 狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛 我不说对不起
I just wished you read the post.
:(
Wished you could understand my feelings now.
I doubt you still read my blog anyway :'(

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Many things happened that i refuse to think or talk about.
It ruined my trust for them.
Sorry to say that but i really can't trust you anymore.
I felt so stupid for trusting you all totally and in the end,
betray my trust.
I trusted you all so much.
And i just couldn't understand,
I keep complaining to you, i keep believing you guys.
Everytime i ask and talk about it,
Pretend to listen and act like you care,
Yet, behind my back some other ppl can continue to talk bad about me,
or put up an act infront of me.
Betray my trust for you, yet you can still continue to pretend infront of me.
Act as if nothing happened and you're innocent.
If you feel guilty then let me tell you,
There is nothing you can do to make me trust you anymore.
Now i truely understand what true friends are for.
And Thanks for letting me understand who is really true to me,
Who really cares about me,
And are sincere about mending the bond.
I thought i understood you, after knowing you for about 1 year.
But now i know i don't know you at all.
Why did things turn out like that?
I kept asking myself is it my fault or did you really change.
All these things don't really matter now that things have already turn out so sour.
Think of it this way, it might be easier for both of us,
Or for all of us.
I'm super disappointed,
Your lies have been exposed.
Yeah i don't really care what's gonna happen anymore.
I will learn to accept it.
I won't hold you back like what you always say.
And i'm glad i saw what you really are.
I hate you.

As for Weenah, i'm sorry for misunderstanding you.
I still love you my dear girl.
And of course i still trust you.
You still have my back okays?
You know that i'll always be there for you no matter what.
So if you have any problems please don't hide it from me anymore.

I'll help you no matter what.
And i'm sorry i let you get hurt by him.
I wished i could do something to ease your pain.
I would do anything to turn back the time for you.
:(

My dearest Evan,
Thanks for always being there for me.
Althought this matter didn't really concern you much.
But you still stood by me all the while.
You're the person i trust most and
I know i can always rely on you when i need a shoulder or listening ear.
I LOVE YOU :)

I'm sorry to misunderstand you too Cat.
After all thats happen i know its hard for everyone.
Althought we don't know each other long,
And i don't really know you well yet.
But i can see that you need his shoulder.
So go on and get your happiness.
I won't stop you or get mad.
I will never be affected by him anymore.
Thanks for letting me know the truth about everything.

XUAN XUAN !
Althought recently we didn't have much time for each other.
And i admit i did miss you.
:)
We're real life sisters, and i know you'll always be there to help me too.
Thats why this time yoo really chiong down even though it was like 1am.
You were always the one who helped me to find out what was going on.
Or else i wouldn't have had the courage to face all these problems alone.
thanks for being there and for being my sister.
Althought we do quarrel alot.
But in the end, you're still true to me.
And i know you will never let anything hurt me.
LOVE YA SISTER !

Last but not least,
Baby :)
Althought its was like 4am in the morning.
You still picked up my call and listen to my torturing rants.
I knew deep inside your heart you were unhappy,
I know you're sad cos i was so deeply affected.
Or abit jealous, but you still listened and comfort me.
I'm glad you were there for me.
Ytd, you suddenly msged me.
I was so touched to see that msg, you knew i was really down.
And wanted to cheer me up.
I'm so happy that i have you.
But wounds take time to heal,
Will you be there to hold me when i fall?

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Got nothing to do & have to spend the day at home cos i'm sick.
So cam-whored and uploaded pics :)

"Photoshoot"




I like this pic :)
smoky eyesss
this is why i'm hot !



sweet ~


oooooo~ i likeeee




Dear vitural online diary blog,
I'm sorry to neglect yoo!

Changed my link,
Thought its abit too long & anyway this blog is mine so it should be named after me :)
Sorry baby if yoo're mad.
Not that i don't love yoo anymore.

Just that i want to have my very own world here.
:)))

i'm so lazy to ask everyone to relink,
So i'll just send to the few who reads my blog more often.
Not that the rest is not important, just that i'm a BIG LAZY BUM.
Was intending to make my blog a private blog,
But no point man, i'm not gonna hide anything.
& of cos i'm not gonna bad mouth or backstab anyone so WHY?


The reason i've been neglecting my beloved blog :
- I've found a better job :)
- My school has started :(
- Been clubbing every week at st james ! :D

Work starts every 10.30 & ends at 10.30,
I know thats long working hours but i do enjoy every minute of it :)
I have lovely colleauges that i love so dearly !
Lots of work to do yet i don't feel tired until i get home.
Weenah, Xuan and me in the same company !
My girls Evan & Cat coming to join us too !
Its gonna be extra fun working together.

School overall was alright,
but i really do have a huge generation gap with my other classmates.
Proud to be the only 18 year old in class,
All of them are at least over 25 years old.
So there are times when i really don't get the "jokes" they're laughing about.
Its kinda lame & boring in class sometimes -.-

Almost everyweek met up my lovely ladies :)
Kbox-ing with cat is super fun :)
Sing till now i'm totally voice-less.
But i still look forward to meeting her every time !
& not forgetting my love Layyen.
Now we can get to see each ther more often :)

Partying almost every week too.
I'm so addictedddd.
We're like the regulars of St.James man !
We were like there every wed & sat,
Powerhouse is great fun :)
Baby have been very understanding,
He said i ought to enjoy myself SOMETIMES.
For being such a good girl, working & studying everyday.
But i guess recently i've gone abit overboard.
Cos i'm down with fever, dry cough, flu & many more sickness.
Baby is mad cos he said i didn't take good care of myself,
Just wanna play only. :(

I oso celebreated my 18th at st.james.
:)
I'm feeling lazy again.
The pictures will take over alright?
I bought this pretty Ralph Lauren bag when i got my pay !
Sweet & lovin' it :))



Work !

Weenah is watching mio tv !
KBOX !
Hellos my lovely colleauges !



Beautiful michelle, yuewei, ruth & weenah


Powerhouse !




Dress-u-up.blogspot.com

Hellos pretty!
After Mia Muscial
I'm missing 13"1 !